Month: December 2021

Week 52 Day 365

Tomorrow I’ll start reading through the bible.
My goal will be to read about 100 chapters per month (there’s 1189 chapters in the bible so…1189 divided by 12 = ~99.08 chapters/month).
The plan I used this year goes like this:
January: Genesis 1 – Leviticus 10
February: Leviticus 11 – Joshua 24
March: Judges – I Kings
April: II Kings – Ezra
May: Nehemiah – Psalm 35
June: Psalm 36 – 150
July: Proverbs – Isaiah
August: Jeremiah – Ezekiel
September: Daniel – Malachi
October: Gospels – Acts 10
November: Acts 11 – Philemon
December: Hebrews – Revelation
Even though that’s my basic plan I’ve already decided to deviate from it. I’m going to read one psalm per day (give-or-take) plus my scheduled readings – that worked  pretty well for me last year.
I remember that I made one unplanned-deviation last year – instead of reading all the histories back-to-back I took a break after 2 Kings and read Isaiah. (On April 19/21 I explained the adjustment this way: for some reason the thought of starting in on Chronicles today seemed too weighty so I’ve decided not to keep reading in bible order. (Whatever that meant.))
As far as plans and resolutions go December 31 is maybe the easiest day of the year. I get to sketch-out my hypothetical future.
Things start to get more complicated on January 1 when I try to impose my plan on 2022…and when 2022 starts imposing its plans on me.

Week 52 Revelation

Right at the very end of Revelation John slides in a final Bible-Reader’s Advisory: if anyone adds anything to what is written here, God will add to that person the plagues described in this book. And if anyone removes any of the words of this prophetic book, God will remove that person’s share in the tree of life and in the holy city.
The tone is pretty serious & threatening but I can get past its psychic weight without much trouble. I figure John’s giving me a stripped-down statement of potential outcomes. He’s trying to help me out.
I have two Not-To-Dos:
…don’t add anything to Revelation.
…don’t subtract anything from Revelation.
And John already gave me one To-Do: blessed are those who obey the prophecy written in the scroll.
So now I have three things. Don’t add to Revelation. Don’t subtract from it. Obey it.
In two days I’ll start reading Genesis. My Big Goal is reading-through in 2022. But after reading John’s advisory I’m penciling-in a couple of sub-goals:
A) Read-through
B1) Don’t add outside ideas
B2) Don’t take anything away
B3) Obey what I read.
When I sit here looking at the list I see that I’ve just made reading-through more complicated (in the case of B1 & B2 a bit more demanding; with B3 it’s quite a bit more). And even though I know John was specifically talking about Revelation I figure I’ll generalize it to all…stay on the safe-side.

Note: quotes from Revelation 22:18-19 & 22:7 (NLT).

Week 52 Revelation

The word beast is used roughly 117 times in the bible. Out of the 117 John uses the word 36 times in Revelation (~31%).
The majority of times in the bible beast refers to generic run-of-the-mill animals…dogs cows lions and like that. But not in Revelation. John’s references are to non-regular animals.
I do a quick survey to see what I can find out about the beast in Revelation.
First thing is that there isn’t just one beast – there’s two. One comes from the sea…Beast #1. The other comes from the earth…Beast #2.
Beast #1 has 7 heads & 10 horns and is authorized by the dragon.
Beast #2 has 2 horns and he’s a mouthpiece for the dragon.
The two Beasts are in cahoots – Beast #1 validates Beast #2 and Beast #2 performs miracles & makes people worship Beast #1 & brings an inanimate image of Beast #1 to life & and pressures people to get marked with the number 666.
(It looks like Beast #2 is also called the False Prophet – the descriptions of the two are similar.)
Beast #1 seems to be the ringleader but both are linked to the dragon in a trinity of badness.
Which means that in the end the Devil (dragon) & Beast #1 & the False Prophet (Beast #2) end up in the lake-of-fire.
When I review what I’ve found I feel that I know more about the two beasts than before. But I also notice there’s quite-a-bit I still don’t know.

Notes: ideas taken from Revelation 13:1 & 11, 12-18, 16:13-14. False Prophet/Beast #2 16:13, 19:20, 20:10. [Added note: beast in Daniel also refers to non-animals.]

Week 52 Revelation

I’m not a zoologist but I’m pretty sure dragons don’t exist…at least not materially in the 21st century and not in Alberta. Whether they existed at some point in the past I can’t say for sure.
But in Revelation 12 John saw a creature that he called a dragon and he described it this way..
It was huge and red
It had seven heads and ten horns
Its tail dragged a trail of stars
It wanted to kill the child of the woman clothed with the sun
It waged war with the archangel Michael.
Whatever I might think the monster is John takes the guess-work out of the problem when he says: this great dragon – the ancient serpent called the Devil, or Satan, the one deceiving the whole world – was thrown down to the earth.
So the ancient serpent of Genesis = the red dragon of Revelation = Satan.
I spot two troubling things to think about…
First is that Satan was thrown out of heaven. But where he landed was on earth. So that isn’t very good news for the world.
Second is that Satan failed to assassinate the child of the woman with the tiara. The result – John says – is that: the dragon became angry at the woman, and he declared war against the rest of her children – all who keep God’s commandments and confess that they belong to Jesus. So that isn’t very good news for me.

Note: quotes from Revelation 12:9 & 17 (NLT)

Week 52 Revelation

I started reading chapter eleven and right away got what I think of as my Revelation Feeling. It happens in other books too. But most often here.
It goes like this:
…I read a section that I don’t get
…I think about it but maybe still don’t get it
…if I look for outside help I might see how Person A explains it
…but I might find a different explanation from Person B
…so all that really gives me is the thing I didn’t originally get plus two explanations
…I could hope that maybe a Person C can break the tie but maybe the tie-breaker is another opinion
…meaning I have my original thing plus three explanations
…even though what I really want is to have my don’t-get-it to contract into certainty instead it’s expanding on me.
That’s the rough break-down of a (specifically) Revelation Feeling.
The bigger point is that reading any book of the bible can be a problematic exercise (I think that if someone developed a Bible Reading Perplexity Scale I’d likely do the questionnaire for no other reason than to put a number to my problem).
Anyway…going forward into 2022 I think what I’m looking at is this:
First: I’m assuming that even if my Perplexity Quotient is high not reading the bible won’t help lower it.
Second: I can expect to be reading in a state of episodic perplexity.
Third: I’m betting that if I keep reading my number will gradually decrease.

Week 52 Revelation

I was looking at the progress reports John gave to the seven churches. Noticed that each one ended with a promise. But not a promise to the whole church. Only for people in each congregation who were (what he called) victorious.
John says if you’re victorious you will:
…eat from the tree of life (Ephesus)
…not be hurt by the second death (Smyrna)
…eat the manna in heaven (Pergamum)
…get authority over nations (Thyatira)
…be named in the Book of Life (Sardis)
…be a pillar in the temple of God (Philadelphia)
…sit with the Lord on his throne (Laodicea).
A kind of theoretical question came to mind about whether these rewards were for-real things that would literally happen or whether they’re stand-ins for something else. For example it’s plausible that people will literally eat from the tree of life…but not too likely they’ll become actual pillars in the temple.
Anyway that’s a secondary thing. My primary concern is the idea that not every member in the church is going to be victorious.
When I think of my church I think of us all being part of the project…all moving forward toward the finish line. But if some people will be victorious then that means that others won’t be victorious. We’re not all on par. Not all equal. There’s going to be winners and non-winners.
I’m in the church and that’s good. But it’s not a guarantee that I’m home free.

Note: quotes from Revelation 2:7, 11, 17, 26, 3:5, 12, 21 (NLT)

Week 51 Revelation

Since it was first written John’s revelation has been read by two-thousand years’ worth of churches. But back in the beginning it was only addressed to seven congregations in the Roman province of Asia.
I notice that the seven churches are different – each has its own quirks & talents & tastes & gaffs & practices & idiosyncrasies. Different ingredients mixed and baked into different-tasting congregations.
I notice some churches are qualitatively better than others. For example I don’t think anything negative is said about Smyrna or Philadelphia. And nothing good is said about Laodicea.
I notice some churches have serious disabilities. Ephesus doesn’t love God or each other. Pergamum & Thyatira tolerate idol-worship and immorality. Sardis has a fine public reputation but the fact is Sardis is dead.
I notice conflicting combinations of strength & weakness. Thyatira is loving & faithful & service-oriented…but they like bad teaching and they act evilly.
I notice directional differences. Five congregations are warned about heading into the danger-zone. But Smyrna & Philadelphia are making progress and get commended.
Living my life as an independent operator is already pretty complex. But life in the community of the church piles-up complications. By how much? It’s hard to say. I try quantifying it with this rule-of-thumb: 1 unit of personal complexity x local-church population = total community complexity (so…a 200-member church would have a group-complexity level ~200 times greater than one individual life).
I admit it’s a rough guide. But whatever the exact Community Life Complexity Number is it’s way bigger than life alone.

Week 51 Revelation

John was living on an island when the visions of Revelation came to him. He says that one Sunday he heard a voice behind him and when he turned he saw: seven golden lampstands. And standing in the middle of the lampstands was the Son of Man.
John couldn’t describe the Son of Man in normal terms. He had to revert to approximation language:
…white like wool
…white as snow
…like flames of fire
…bright as refined bronze
…like ocean waves
…bright as the sun.
Basically he was awestruck…mentally-unhitched…physically-undone. He was so high on the Discomposure Scale that he says: when I saw him, I fell at his feet as dead.
I remember Isaiah’s reaction when he saw the Lord. He said: my destruction is sealed. I remember Ezekiel’s reaction when the Lord appeared: when I saw (him) I fell face down in the dust. I remember Daniel’s post-vision reaction: I…was terrified by my thoughts and my face was pale with fear.
Two things register:
a) sometimes a personal connection with the Lord is comforting (for instance I remember the boy Samuel in the tabernacle in the dead of night. I remember the gently blowing wind of Elijah. I remember Mary meeting Jesus in the garden.)
b) other times it isn’t.

Note: quotes from Revelation 1:12-13, 14-17; Isaiah 6:5; Ezekiel 1:28; Daniel 7:28 (NLT). The other stories are from 1 Samuel 3:1-10; 1 Kings 19:11-12; John 20:11-18.

 

Week 51 Revelation

Feeling words come to my mind when I get to Revelation. Difficult incomprehensible vague shadowy unclear elusive ominous mysterious scary. Like that.
So I stop when I read: God blesses the one who reads this prophecy.
Okay! That sounds pretty nice:
…God blesses the one who reads this prophecy
…which means God blesses a person who – specifically – reads Revelation
…which also means (since I’m reading Revelation) that God blesses me!
So I’m feeling pretty good about that.
I read on and see that the whole verse says: God blesses the one who reads this prophecy to the church, and he blesses all who listen to it and obey what it says.
Right away I notice the two “ands”. When I break the verse down I see that God blesses a person who…
a) reads Revelation…
b) listens to what it’s saying…
c) obeys what it says.
So I’m feeling a little less pretty-good now.
Reading is just the first element. There’s two other members in the set – listening & obeying.
My suspicion is that listening needs some more thinking-about – at the very least I think listening needs an adjective – something like active or attentive or focused listening.
The obeying step doesn’t need adjectival help. I’ve basically just got obey or else disobey.
So anyway…my end-of-the-year bible-reading reminder is that reading is one thing but not the only thing.

Note: quote from Revelation 1:3 (NLT)

Week 51 Revelation

Normally I figure I’ve got a pretty clear idea about who wrote the bible books. For example if someone asked me who wrote Matthew I’d say Matthew. Or who wrote Romans I’d say Paul. The point is I’d name an author.
Revelation is a reminder that I’m not going far enough up the authorial chain.
The title in my bible says: THE REVELATION to John. But then there’s a subtitle that says: The Revelation of Jesus Christ.
The revelation is “to” John…so he’s recording it.
The revelation is “of” Jesus Christ…he’s providing the content.
But then verse-one expands the content-provision group. It’s: the revelation from Jesus Christ, which God gave him…(and then) an angel was sent to God’s servant John so that John could share the revelation with God’s other servants.
The transmission process now includes God (the Father) > Jesus Christ > an angel > John. John – the person I would normally say wrote Revelation – is only the fourth one listed on the chain-of-communication. John – a kind of secretary and distributor – passes the memo along to the recipients.
So it’s a reminder to me that if I’m reading the bible (on its own terms) then the genuinely creative content isn’t coming from the writer.

Note: quote from Revelation 1:1 (NLT).
Added note: I get another reminder that on the content-receiver end I’m not even a primary reader (the seven churches in Asia were). I’m a secondary reader…reading over someone else’s shoulder.