Eleazar & Ithamar

Week 5 Exodus 33-Leviticus 13

In the sequel to the deaths of Nadab & Abihu two things stand out.
First, Aaron isn’t allowed to take the day off to grieve his sons. Reason? He’s right in the middle of a ceremonial procedure that’s serious enough that walking out would have been his very last act.
The idea seems to be that the Lord is in solemn earnest about what happens in the sanctuary. He’s prescribed what’s to be done. The priests are to do exactly that – accurately, precisely, completely. No kidding around.
The second thing is that Aaron’s two remaining boys – Eleazar & Ithamar – make a huge blunder in sacrificing the goat (sure, it was a mistake, but now what’s going to happen?) Moses is all over them for the gaff. In self-defense Aaron says: I just lost two of my sons. What if I had eaten the sacrifice instead of burning it? Would the Lord have approved?
Not the best defense, I guess. But the feeling is: don’t my circumstances count for anything? And I guess they do. Moses (and the Lord) cut him some slack.
So two men didn’t conform, and died.
And two men didn’t conform, and didn’t die.
It looks like Eleazar & Ithamar made a mistake; it looks like Nadab & Abihu didn’t. I’m left with this: religious conformity is super important; and also, there’s more to ritual exactitude than ritual exactitude.

Note: Aaron’s exact words to Moses are in Leviticus 10:19.

Nadab & Abihu

Week 5 Exodus 33-Leviticus 13

Reading Leviticus 1-9 is like standing on a moving walkway, humming a lullaby as I move along in a state of low-energy, non-urgent mental locomotion. Then I lurch off the walkway as I bump into Nadab & Abihu.
The two priests had just received all of the Directions for Priests in chapter 8. But they decided to modify the rules. Miraculous fire had already come from the Lord to burn the sacrificial offering, and now more miraculous fire came from the Lord to incinerate the brothers.
I’ve already read a couple of other cases in the bible where a person commits an offence and is punished, and sometimes I have trouble fitting the two together.
I look at the crime and think: this is what I’d do.
Then the bible does something different, maybe quite a bit different.
So then I’m left asking: who’s right? The bible says something. I don’t much like it. So who gets the deciding vote when it comes to my bible likes and dislikes?
In the case of Nadab and Abihu I’m personally inclined to think that what they did was not a capital offense. But then in fact they did die for what they’d done, so it actually was a capital crime.
Which means the Lord was right.
Which means I don’t necessarily like what that means for me.

Notes: the story of Nadab & Abihu is in Leviticus 10 (and see the run-up in 9:22-24).

acceptability

Week 5  Exodus 33-Leviticus 13

Before I’ve taken a second breath Leviticus is into fire and wood and leaven and entrails and bulls and altar – the whats and how-tos of sacrifice. 
So it’s very fortunate I’m reminded right away that something else is going on. There is why.
Q: why does a person bring a sacrifice?
A: so he can be accepted before the Lord.
I need to keep that in mind: the sacrificer doesn’t sacrifice because that’s the rules. He sacrifices because he’s not acceptable.
He needs to re-establish his intangible, elusive state of acceptability before the Lord.
Behind his what do I sacrifice is his how do I become acceptable again?
The energy that drives sacrifice is the problem of unacceptability. I need to keep that in mind.

Note: quotation is from Leviticus 1:3 (NASB version).
Comment: my reading plan tells me to read three or four chapters a day. It’s a day-in-day-out plan, a daily-equalization scheme. It’s a good plan but I have to remember that the bible isn’t split up like that.
I was reminded of that today. Leviticus has a heading at the top of page 145 that says I’ll be reading about burnt offerings. I turn the pages: grain offerings in chapter 2, peace offerings in 3, sin offerings in 4 and 5, guilt offerings in 5 and 6. Six chapters on offerings.
It would probably make good sense to read all of them together (maybe 7 as well), read them as a unit. But as always, there’s the question of time.

end of the month

Week 5 Exodus 33-Leviticus 13

January 31 is a good time for a progress assessment.
The reading through plan I’m following says I should be finished Exodus 40 by today, which I am.
Which seems good.
On the surface.
Last December I calculated that reading 1189 chapters in 12 months meant reading 99.08 chapters a month. And 50 chapters in Genesis plus 40 in Exodus = 90. So I’m falling behind.
Fortunately I decided to start reading Proverbs about three weeks ago – one chapter a day. So I’ve read 22 chapters in Proverbs, for a total of 90 + 22 = 112 chapters in January. [I know…this is breaking from my decision to consecutively read through from Genesis to Revelation. I’m hoping it’s a good deviation.]

Information Note on a different topic: Since I start reading it tomorrow, I decided to page through Leviticus, try to get a feel for what’s coming. I ran a couple of numbers. Those numbers say that Leviticus orders up a pretty big menu of legal information.
By my count Leviticus has 699 verses of laws and regulations (I counted chapters 1-7, 11-15, 17-25, and 27).
The rest of the chapters (8-10, 16, and 26) – the ones I’m saying are not legal content – have 160 verses in total.
A total of 699 ‘legal’ verses + 160 ‘non-legal’ verses = 859 verses in the book. When I convert that to a percentage I get 81% and 19%.
So the MHJ Unofficial Estimate is that Leviticus is 81% legal-type reading (and I’m pretty sure that’s a conservative estimate).
So now I know what I’m getting into, starting tomorrow.

a gold calf

Week 5 Exodus 33-Leviticus 13

Sandwiched between two multi-chapter blocks of text – the instructions for building the tabernacle (25-31) and the tabernacle building project (35-40) – is a story that catches me by surprise.
I read that some of the people built a golden idol and worshiped it. So that tips me off about how little impression the second commandment had made.
I read that the Lord took action and ordered the execution of the idol worshipers – about 3,000 people. So that tips me off about how serious the offense was.
I stop reading, wondering what to make of it – the crime and the punishment. There are some conclusions for me to jump to, and I’m ready to jump.
I keep reading, see that the Lord makes a closing statement about himself: I am the Lord, the merciful and gracious God. I am slow to anger and rich in unfailing love and faithfulness. I show this unfailing love to many thousands by forgiving every kind of sin and rebellion. Even so I do not leave sin unpunished…
Whatever conclusion I land on has to include these two verses – they’re part of the mix if I’m trying to get to the bottom of things. It’s not exactly as if they resolve all my problems. I guess it would be easier for me to pretend they weren’t there, leave me free to just judge for myself.

Note: quotation is from Exodus 34:6-7 (New Living Translation). The full story is in Exodus 32-34.

highway speed

Week 5 Exodus 33-Leviticus 13

Yesterday I read the seven chapters of Exodus 25-31 at once – the Lord tells Moses how to build the tabernacle.
Today I read Exodus 35-40 – the tabernacle is being built.
Reading the two sections one after the other I notice the echo right away: the doing-it chapters pretty much repeat the what-I-want-done chapters. The Lord wants a bronze grate made; the people make a bronze grate.
Along with the repetition I detect the same cool, detached feeling I have between me and the text. No plot, no characters, no action. The pages don’t turn themselves. Like yesterday I know I’m still in rocky country. 
I try to avoid comparisons. I like Ecclesiastes, Ruth, and Ezra better than Exodus 25-40 but that’s not really the point, not really a fair comparison. The author wasn’t trying to stimulate or inspire or excite me. He was describing a construction project.
And I try to avoid certain assessment-words: boring, irrelevant, worthless. I’m not sure they apply. Exodus 20 is a colossus but that doesn’t make chapters 25-40 valueless because they’re not.
I remind myself I’m reading through because everything is valuable, even if it’s not equally valuable.
The last two days I’ve been travelling along at highway speed.

never nothing

Week 4 Exodus 13-32

Exodus 25-31 is a seven-chapter block, a topical unit: Instructions for Building the Tabernacle. I decide to read it in one sitting. I’ve travelled this road before and have a sense of what to expect – seven pretty lonely and demanding chapters. 
I’m sitting in my room when I start but by the middle of chapter 26 I go into the kitchen and stand at the island. I catch my mind drifting in mid-28 and refocus, re-converge. Chapter 29 starts at the bottom of 123 and when I turn the page I see two columns of unbroken text – the longest chapter of the set. Before long I quit using my plastic ruler and lean on my elbows scanning the columns, lots of content passing through the sieve in my head. I finish in about thirty-three minutes (a long reading day); I’ve covered some ground.
Low sun is flooding the kitchen now; I turn off the lights, check the weather station – it’s cold. I look back at pencil marks in the margins of my bible – 18 small checks and 2 question marks that weren’t there 33 minutes ago. Twenty things that got my attention. No matter where I read there’s almost never nothing.

Note: tomorrow I’ll jump ahead to Exodus 35-40.

by the mountain

Week 4 Exodus 13-32

When I got to Exodus 20 I read it and the next four chapters all at once.
Exodus 20 is titanically and stupendously important so I slow down a bit. But I don’t stop and stare. It’s an important 20% chunk of the day’s reading, but I’m conscious of the 80% still coming.
In spite of my urgency, when I get past the ten commandments I bog down. There’s a three-chapter collection of what the author called ordinances: specific case laws, real life situations, legal decisions, ifs & thens. For example the fifth-commandment in chapter 20 says honor your father and mother. But 21 moves right on and develops that vanilla-flavoured guideline, adding a shot of legislative Tabasco by saying that he who strikes his father or his mother shall surely be put to death.
I read chapters 21, 22, 23. I notice myself edging toward a couple of conclusions, and also jumping to one pretty solid and definite one: this section doesn’t make much sense to me.
Jumping to conclusions might be one of my most common reading responses to the bible. I try to be alert to my jumpiness; try to remind myself to look before I leap; dial back on my confident this-doesn’t-make-sense; be a little less affirmative, more interrogative; ask myself: why isn’t this section making sense to me?

Notes: quotes from Exodus 20:12 and 21:15

Collins on time

Week 4 Exodus 13-32

I saw a quote in Good to Great that was pretty helpful, and so I decided to rewrite it and apply it to bible reading. I know…it’s specific advice for CEOs. But I think it’s also general advice for anyone who just wants to get something done.
MHJ’s re-phrase of Jim Collins: I want to read the bible. But how do I get going? How do I keep going? The starting point and the key is not to add bible reading onto all the other things I’m doing. A better start-point for me is to admit that a lot of what I’m doing right now is a waste of time and energy. So I need to identify my time-wasters. Then I need to ignore and stop wasting time on them. Now I can organize my spare time to get done what I want to get done (but didn’t have time or energy for before).

Note: credit to Jim Collins Good to Great (NY: Harper, 2001).
The actual quote says: the point of this entire book is not that we should “add” these findings to what we are already doing and make ourselves even more overworked. No, the point is to realize that much of what we’re doing is a waste of energy. If we organized the majority of our work time around applying these principles, and pretty much ignored or stopped doing everything else, our lives would be simpler and our results vastly improved (205)

the pharaoh

Week 4 Exodus 13-32

What would I do if a guy told me God wanted me to sell my house and give the money to the poor? And that to prove that God had sent him, he would predict several things:
Monday your house will be vandalized;
Tuesday your website will be hacked;
Wednesday your fiancée will marry a real estate agent;
Thursday your neighbour’s tree will fall and crush his garage;
Friday the prime minister of Burkina Faso will be hit by a silver Mercedes Benz driven by a guy named Rufus;
Saturday an asteroid will hit the Sunridge Observatory at 3:36 a.m.
Sunday Niagara Falls will stop flowing.
If each of those things did happen what would I do? Well…I guess I’d do some serious thinking about selling my house.
That’s what makes the Exodus story of the hardhearted pharaoh so surprising. He was able to completely disregard the ten plagues, to dismiss the power behind them.
Pharaoh’s heart was strong and heavy against Moses, against God. Hard as rock. The text goes on to say that the Lord began collaborating with the pharaoh, co-acting with him, supplementing his diamond-hard hardness of heart, making it unbreakably durable.
Pharaoh is like a man who finds his perfect ocean wave and then realizes he’s surfing an irresistible dangerous lethal force. But not to worry, he’s thinking. I’m okay. I’m heading exactly toward where I want to go.

Note: the full story is in Exodus 7-14