Leah’s story

Week 2 Genesis 25-42

I’ve never been a woman, but if I was I’d want to be beautiful. Being a beautiful woman must be like winning a lottery. The pharmacy in the mall thinks so – I have to walk through the cosmetic department to get to the toothpaste aisle. My guess is that the retailing philosophy behind the floor plan is: beauty is a more desirable commodity than dental hygiene.
Leah was not beautiful. Her sister Rachel was.
Leah and Rachel were married to the same man, who loved Rachel a lot but didn’t love Leah at all.
Leah had a fully functioning reproductive system; Rachel didn’t.
Leah thought being an unattractive mom would even things out between her and her great-looking infertile sister.
Leah had a son and said now Jacob might love me.
Leah had another son and said God knows that I’m not loved.
Leah had a third son and said maybe now Jacob will be attached to me.
Three boys didn’t help. Jacob didn’t love her – the margin of my bible says that unloved really means hated.
Leah had another baby, but when he was born she said this time I will praise the Lord.
So…it looks like something happened with Leah, something like a reorientation. It looks like Leah had a bit of an interior change.

Note: Thanks to Jamie MacDonald, a local pastor, for a sermon preached last year on Leah (the good ideas are his, gaffs are mine). Story is from Genesis 29.

like weathered copper

Week 2 Genesis 25-42 

 
When he wrote about the big three – Abraham-Isaac-Jacob – the author of Genesis had the least to say about Isaac. That’s not to say that Isaac was a lightweight – but he had a stronger start than finish.
When his twins are born one of the first things I see is that Isaac loved his first-born son the most. Number one son was Esau, who grew up to be a flawed, brutish and intemperate man.
It’s not as if the rest of the family was a flawless domestic masterpiece. Rebekah orchestrated an elaborate scam to trick her husband, Jacob lied straight-faced to his dad, and Esau, the fall-guy, predictably began making plans to murder his tricky brother.
Isaac’s life seemed to peak at that point, and from then on settled into a holding pattern, maybe even a slow descent. The last we see of him he’s hurrying Jacob out of the country while Rebekah kisses her favorite son good-bye. A last good-bye. Neither saw Jacob again. And even though Jacob and Esau met years later it was in a pretty formal let’s-let-bygones-be-bygones kind of waltz.
So there’s a bit of tarnish on the end-story of Isaac. The corrosion is sad to see. His life seemed to follow a contrasting trajectory to his son Jacob, who started out weathered with the oxide of great natural strength and ambition, but after quite a bit of buffing polished up pretty well.

Note: the main part of the Isaac story is in Genesis 25:19 – 28:9.

a servant’s story

Week 2 Genesis 25-42

Week 1 ended with the story of Abraham’s servant’s search for a wife for Isaac – chapter twenty-four. The job was a biggish one. Abraham was an old man with the grim reaper breathing down his neck, so when he told his servant to go find a wife for Isaac he was also saying find a wife for your new boss. It’s hard to say how apprehensive the servant felt, travelling to another country, looking for an unknown girl, asking her to marry a guy who as far as she knew lived on the moon. It’s a pretty safe bet to say he was concerned.
He prayed about his assignment, asked the Lord to give him success in his mission, and then he did something that makes him – an uneducated guy living in the ancient world, a non-technological and unsophisticated rube – look pretty modern, pretty cagey. He asked for a testable sign.
He would ask a girl for a drink. She would give him water (she might have anyway), but then she would offer to water his camels (an very unlikely offer for her to make). And so he found Rebekah.
The story is a subtle mix of ho-hum day-to-day living: characters making decisions, wondering what to do, trying to be strategic; and then also, humming along quietly in not-so-ho-hum background corridors, other things are going on.

family stories

Week 1 Genesis 1-24

Right after the fiery demolition of Sodom and Gomorrah there’s a pretty interesting family story about Lot and his daughters – an incest story. Then before long there’s a story about one of Jacob’s son’s daughters-in-law taking a proactive (and legally dangerous) I’m-going-to-trick-Judah-into-having-sexual-intercourse-because-he-lied-to-me decision.
A good question with both these stories is why did the author include them in the first place? I think a reasonable answer is that the family stories of Abraham are important enough that the author decided his readers needed to know what’s going on with the clan, black sheep included. And as it turns out the children who are born from these desperation-induced sexual encounters turn out to be sizable players in the story of the bloodline. The author thought the back-story was worth including, and maybe even needed to be.

Notes: the Lot story is a Week 1 story from Genesis 19:30-38; the Judah and Tamar story in Genesis 38 comes in Week 2. One of the things I like about the author is that there’s not much finicky tut-tut-ing in these stories. He reports things. Another example of this: in 35:22 he says that Reuben slept with Bilhah, his father’s concubine, and someone told Jacob about it – and then the author just moves right on to list Jacob’s twelve sons [the words are from the NIV bible].

mining for reliables

Week 1 Genesis 1-24

When I’m reading through I expect to find reliable things, things I can depend on, fundamental things.
A nice example of a solid thing I can latch onto is in the story of Abraham trying to barter a kind of bottom-dollar deal with the Lord over the preservation or destruction of the towns of Sodom and Gomorrah. His line of reasoning is that the Lord will not destroy what’s worth saving, the Lord will salvage what’s salvageable. And Abraham asks the question: should not the Judge of all the earth do what is right? It’s a statement put in the form of a question. Abraham isn’t looking for an answer. He knows that the judge of all the earth will do what is right.
That’s one of the solid reliables I’ll try to keep in mind as I move forward. A basic rule, a dependable rule is that the Lord does what’s right.
If God takes action then I know that the action is right.
If God takes action and I can’t dope out why it’s right then I still know that the action is right. My problem with doping it out is still a problem for me to work on, but my having a problem with it doesn’t make the action wrong.

Note: Abraham’s question is in Genesis 18:25 and the words are taken from the New Living Translation.

obviously

Week 1 Genesis 1-24

Sometimes obvious things aren’t obvious until they are.
A while ago someone tipped me off to something obvious about the family name lists in Genesis. It went like this: right now you think of them as an annoying nuisance, correct? Mm-hmm, I admitted. You ever think about them as the structural key to the whole book? Not exactly, I realized. So that was a bit of a mental jump for me.
It turns things around when I think that if, when the author uses the expression ‘this is the history of’ and then gives a list of names, and does that nine times through the book, using up about 180 of his 1533 verses, taking up roughly 12% of the book, and being a smart enough author to know that reading a list of names is not as intriguing as the story of Joseph’s rise to power in Egypt, then maybe he is saying something like I’m tracing this bloodline of Adam, Noah, Shem, Terah, Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob because this family line is an important one.

Note: the formula phrase ‘this is the history of’ is used in Genesis 5:1 6:9 10:1 11:10 11:27 25:12 25:19 36:1 and 37:2

reading the names

Week 1 Genesis 1-24

Reading through means reading everything.
If I don’t read everything, if I don’t read the names, then I didn’t read through.
There’s a bit of a technique to reading names. I think of it like oil thinning slickly over the surface of a hot pan. I shimmer across the pages’ surface, glancing at unrecognizable names, roll fleetingly over clusters of letters and slide over the black markings on the page.
I put a credit card under the line of names and draw it down the page steadily, quickly enough to only let names register on my eyes, not sounding them out, not concerned with pronunciation. Ashkenaz and Riphath and Togarmah slip across my line of vision, meaningless names. I try to stay in focus. I notice a narrative bit: Nimrod was a mighty hunter before God. I see tribal names: Jebusites, Amorites, Girgashites. Family land holdings are geographically located with vague directions, as though the writer figured the reader ought to know where Mesha is in relation to Sephar.
Reading slickly I remember almost none of it. I’m not trying to remember; this isn’t a memorization exercise. I’m reading to read through a certain type of written material, using a reading technique I won’t use in other places.
I’ve just read Genesis 10, the family list of Noah, read it quickly, like hot oil, its surface now superficially filmed over.

Note: MHJ estimate: if Genesis 10 takes me more than 2.5 minutes to read it’s taking too long.

it doesn’t seem fair

Week 1 Genesis 1-24

Genesis 1-3 – what I called Scene One – ended with Adam and Eve being expelled from Eden. Scene Two opens with the beginning of their new lives.
They started a family with whatever hopes and dreams they had. I can’t say for sure but I doubt their plan included one of their boys killing his brother. So right away one of the early, practical, real world actions recorded after the fall is murder.
This story weighs on me; it seems so unfair.
Abel is the good brother – he reveres and he obeys the Lord. And he gets killed. His short life comes to an early end. He doesn’t get to live out his days.
Cain is a man who disregards the Lord and he definitely hates his brother. But even though he kills a good man he gets to live. Sure, he’s punished with a curse, and getting cursed isn’t such a great thing to be saddled with. But to me the curse doesn’t seem like vindication enough. Cain gets to live out his life, gets to have a family, his family will go on to be ranchers, musicians, metal-workers. Meanwhile Abel is dead in the ground.
Something isn’t right about this. It just doesn’t seem to be fair.

start with ashes

Week 1 Genesis 1-24

The bible can be divided in different ways. One is to break it down into two scenes:

Scene One – Genesis 1 – 3
Scene Two – Genesis 4 – Revelation 22.

I read all of Scene One today. It’s about how things were in our world a long time ago, and then how things turned over. Life in Scene One was good, and then it wasn’t good. What happened in Scene One makes it just about the saddest story in the history of the world.
Tomorrow I’ll start reading Scene Two – and I’ll be reading it for the rest of the year. It’s about how things are in the world now. Today I saw how things were; tomorrow I’ll begin seeing how things are.
I have trouble imagining what life in Scene One was like, everything being good and all. But I don’t have any trouble recognizing Scene Two. I look at the news, look out the window, look in the mirror and see a busted-up landscape of broken-down good.
In the first scene the good God made a fine home for Adam and Eve and Adam and Eve burned it to the ground, more or less. Now in Scene Two I’m left sifting through the raw materials of my inheritance, ashes of a significantly inferior world.

French girl on the stair

A long time ago I spent two summer months in Brussels with a group of international Christian students – there were a couple of dozen of us.
We lived together downtown in a narrow house with many rooms that climbed four high-ceilinged stories up stairways of many steps.
One morning I got up early, came out of my room, and was surprised to see a girl at the end of the hall sitting on the floor at the very top of the staircase. Her feet rested one step down and she was bent forward, elbows tucked close to her ribs, hair curved across her face like a bird’s wing. Her forearms rested on her legs and knees; she was reading a bible.
She sat while most of the house slept, having her inconvenient time of devotion in as private a place as she could find in a house full of people. A slight, still figure with something to do, make-shifting a time and place to do it.